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writing to me feels more like blood-letting than any sort of intensively planned process, which i recognize may lead to some of the things i type looking messy or unintelligible to others. i'll try my best to make things at least seem sensible, but be aware my writing is mostly done for myself so i don't have a brain aneurysm. maybe you'll find yourself liking it anyways. gotta read to find out.scrawlings:
SPIDER (11/3/23) ~ There was a spider on the ceiling of my shower today. I sprayed it with tile cleaner, sloshed it with water, and let it die. It felt like murder.
IS IT POSSIBLE? (10/25/23) ~ Is it possible to step into love instead of falling into her?
original character/story fiction:
CIGS (5/15/23) ~ But against this rage built an incredible despair, perhaps even stronger than the anger itself. Chief wanted to throw open the car door, storm the apartment complex they were parked in front of, and rip the bitch who had done this a new one... but at the same time, he wanted to throw his arms around the other man, snake all ten of his fingers through that pretty hair, and never let go. He knew he couldn't do that either, however. Not yet. Not here.
original character x canon/au fiction:
HILLS (10/15/23) ~ Ogata looks at her as if she had just laid an ancient and foreign curse on him. "What?"
OCEANOGRAPHER'S CHOICE (8/7/23) ~ But then it's only another few seconds before Ogata's eyes train right back on Se. It's no longer seconds as he drinks her in; it is many, many minutes. As he sits there, stuck to the spot with his arms hugging his knees, he imagines crawling over to hold her.
COLD (5/31/23) ~ Ogata's expression hardens at Se's reply, his hand moving to take up her cloak in his fingers. The dark piece of clothing is soft, nearly silky, but not very thick; the material slipping easily between his calloused digits as he rubs at it. Attention flitting from the cloak to her face, his next inquiry complies with the sharpness of his tone. "Am I supposed to be thankful?"
collections:
QUOTES AND QUIPS ~ Random assortment of short sentences and words.
ABUSE PILE ~ All explicitly written on my experience with abuse.