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***JOURNAL ENTRIES MAY NOT BE SUITABLE FOR ALL READERS: PROCEED AT YOUR OWN RISK AND EXPECT VULGARITY***MAY 31ST, 2023, 11:28 PM, FEELING INDECISIVE: i want to do so many things at once. let me go outside, let me stay inside, let me draw, let me write, let me sing, let me talk, let me shut up, let me go on the computer, let me contact my damn doctor like i was supposed to a week ago. not angry, just kind of frozen. also i want to suck off a girl incredibly bad-- earlier i was losing my fucking mind looking at pictures of that woman from kill bill. i haven't even watched that movie (yet).
MAY 15TH, 2023, 8:22 PM, FEELING BORED: worked some more on the site today, i'm really liking how it's coming. today was incredibly boring for me otherwise. i watched the new golden kamuy episode and it was good, i'm glad i checked the end scene 'cause i would've missed the ogata reveal. i want to do something fun, but don't know what even would be fun. this gnat won't leave me alone, either.
MAY 14TH, 2023, 11:04 PM, FEELING CHILL: finally opened brackets for the first time in a hot minute and actually worked on shit. amazing. i've been at it for about three hours so far, not sure if i want to break soon or keep pushing. that's a lie now that i type it out-- i'm taking a break lol. snack and relax...