I hate rules, but I'm going to give some to you now, sorry:
1. Some of my work may be NSFW; this means there was explicit sexual intention during the creation process. These works will have blurred previews but will reveal the full piece when clicked.
2. I enjoy drawing nudity. The body is a beautiful thing of infinite diversity. I do not consider this aspect inherently NSFW, and if you do... I don't trust you, frankly. Just enjoy some fat and boobs with me.
3. Please click on pieces to pull up their full resolution! These previews are all squished in one way or another.
4. If you're ever interested in working with me or having me work for you (AKA commissions), feel free to reach out. You can find my chosen socials on my Linktr.ee, which includes my Ko-fi, which you can use to tip me or grab slots whenever I have them available. Thank you!
7/1/24: Usami doodles. I want to make wrestling designs for the whole cast despite knowing next to nothing about wrestling.6/24/24: Couple of doodles of (Ogata) Hyakunosuke and (Hanazawa) Yuusaku in some sort of modern AU where they are allowed to just be normal brothers. I have a lot of baby photos of my older brother holding me very nonchalantly, like an item. I think Hyak would do that sort of thing.6/9/24: I have a Warrior Cats GK AU floating around my mindscape-- Ogata is the cat here, known as Ravenwatcher. So far my idea is that (just like the source material) Adderface/star (Tsurumi) manipulates him into killing his father (Echostar) to free up the position. He's half-kittypet, which is the closest thing to being born to a prostitute in cat-world I guess, and constantly faces ostracization from his fellow ShadowClan members due to it. He still ends up killing Yuusaku (Fogrunner), too. Very indulgent concept on my end.5/30/24: Felt like drawing CEO Carrots and then one thing led to another and suddenly I was practising a shading style.5/17/24: A little drawing I made to be both cute and comical. Also because I wanted to draw my cowsona.4/19/24: A tiny doodle of Hiroyuki, who is the first son between my character Se Kilduff and Ogata Hyakunosuke. But, if you want, you can see this as a happy baby Ogata.3/31/24: Drawings of a cute transgirl goat angel and a charming butch fag werewolf I made for Trans Day of Visibility!3/31/24: Me... (shy).~3/7/24: My demon characters Baphomet and Valerie and their respective heights. They are central parts of a story I hope to make things for one day, whether that's comics, videos, or something else.1/30/24: A video I made about Tsukishima Hajime from Golden Kamuy. He saddens and frustrates me a lot, which I think is probably on purpose. Preview doesn't seem to work here, but videos are always better viewed in the original format anyhow, so just click.1/23/24: Another Ogata concept I never went anywhere with but that maybe I will one day. Can you tell I really like animal symbolism? Hah...1/6/24: A painting I was planning to finish of Usami Tokishige from Golden Kamuy. I'm unsure if I'll ever go back to it. I really like my idea for it, but I'm lazy as all hell.10/2/23: A very messy concept I had for a piece about Ogata Hyakunosuke from Golden Kamuy. The text I have on the bottom reads as follows if you can't understand it: "Fetus in the eye which drips blood-- Ogata's paternal bloodline means jackshit, his "noble blood" first rotted his mother's womb and then rotted him. A blessed life was drained from him since conception."10/2/23: CEO Carrots and Francis, probably at some event together.8/25/23: A tiny, cheeky comic of CEO Carrots teasing her favorite Karakul sheep lesboy (Francis) from a rival company who she knows is head over heels for her.8/15/23: A pair of Valeries... love her.?: A painting I made years ago when I was struggling heavily with psychosis. It started with a concept completely different than the outcome; I just kept painting over everything, changing it. Notable to say that when I showed my second-oldest sister at her request, she praised it and urged me to show the others. When I showed my oldest sister, she looked at me for a moment and then said, dismissively, "Why is your art so sad?" Needless to say, that experience still sticks with me and surrounds this piece. I don't know where it is now.9/16/23: A video I made as an outlet for some of my feelings regarding a past abusive relationship. I was held emotionally hostage constantly, whether it was at threat to her life, others lives, or my own. This cruel exploitation of my deep feelings for this person pained me even after I finally broke from her (and still does now), resulting in this. I know the feeling of a paralyzed bird as it is toyed with by a cat, its claws carelessly unsheathed. Terrible damage had been done to me in a relatively small timeframe, things I will struggle with for a long time-- if not forever. But I've learned from it too, somehow, amidst the madness, how I want to love people. I'd rather paw than claw.6/29/23: Flowy doodles of myself in the spirit of pride month.~6/8/23: Doodle of my character CEO Carrots to mess with perspective.?: An old piece I still really like of my goatsona doing cam sex work.~1/20/23: A devil who wishes for both angelhood and parenthood.
